A Letter for My First Love

What are you going to say if one day you are asked to write a letter especially dedicated for your First Love? This was the second piece that I have written last night during the practice.

Create in me a pure and contrite heart

Let my lips proclaim your love and goodness

Let my light shine so the world may see

How you have saved sinners like me

Who can say that I am clean?

That I have an unblemished heart

That I have never sinned and never

Give a tear in your precious eyes

No one is holy in your eyes!

For all humans fall short of your

Glory and all have broken your heart

Yet you have sent your son for us

To be saved and reunited with you

So I say this is the grandest kind of love

For you loved me wholly despite the fact

I have once left you and forsaken you

So I bow down my knee and repent

You say that I am fearfully and wonderfully made

You have known me even before I was created

In a far dark secret place in this meaningless world

I praise you for you knit me in my mother's womb

If only I could say all that my soul feels

For all the wondrous works that

You have done in my life and is

About to do with my occurence 

Words and adoration is not enough

To make you feel how grateful I am

From a worthless dust you formed me

And breathe life within for me to live

What a magnificent God I have!

He have qualified all that are unqualified

He have chosen those who are unworthy

So men may see how gracious his love is

For he has come not to condemn but to save

Abba Father, I love you so much!

I know that I can not reciprocate

The love you have given upon me

In this mere life that I have may

Your name be lifted up and shine.

And You are there...

During the practice a while ago, I can't help but to write. It's been so long since the last time I wrote a piece. I was able to make two with God's help and sustenance. I'll post the other one tomorrow. :) With the pieces  I'll be able share with you how God moves in my life in these past few months. I thank my God for the people that He have used in my life. I am a sinner saved by God's grace. In my own eyes I see how God moves in the hearts of His people. My life belongs to him and in my life may his name be continuously glorified. Soli deo Gloria! 

When I was still lost and alone

And have a heart like a stone

Walking in paths of darkness

I look back and search for you

And You are there...

I was plunging in my earthly desires

Seeking the knowledge the earth gives

Satisfying the cravings of my flesh

I look back and search for you

And You are there...

I was broken and deeply hurt

I run from the light and hide

I indulge myself in desolation and pride

I look back and search for you

And You are there...

I throb at the top of my lungs

Chained in sins that look like fangs

I call until my voice fades

I look back and search for you

And You are there...

I run into your hands

Unclutching from your grasp

I cry and ask for forgiveness

I look back and search for you

And You are there...

What else can I say?

In every moment that I'm awake

In the midst of my existence

I look back and search for you

And You are there...

Abba, Thank you for your Agape Love

And for your precious hand,

You knit me in my mother's womb

And you have ordained

The days of my life in your book..

Thank you for you are my strong shield

And the rock of my salvation

Be the center of my life,

And let this meaningless life of mine

Glorify your name until the day

You let me go at my home came

To enjoy your presence and love