Musings of a Dreamer

There are times that I want to fly.

At times, I want to seize from my existence.

I want to break free from the challenges;

That's why I think about going to Heaven.

I wonder how will I look like at heaven.

Will I have a golden halo and white wings?

Shall I play the Lyra and sing?

Shall I dance unceasingly to give praise?

I wonder what will happen if I am not a human.

Shall I be a seed that sprouts to become a tree?

Shall I be a sparrow that flies on the sky?

Or shall I be a fish that swims beneath the seas?

Maybe, if I am not a human,

I am a stone from the mountains.

I won't feel anything for I do not live.

I am part of a cycle that's why I exist.

Will I be happy if I am not a human?

I guess, I won't be happy at all.

Only humans can give praise to God.

Only humans can think and feel with his heart.

Am I a fool for I think like this?

Maybe, if you read these writings,

You will conclude that I am crazy.

For I pen such kind of thinking.

You know what, one thing I realized,

I am indeed blessed for I am a human.

It is for the redemption of humanity,

That Christ came, died, and rose again.

Wistful thinking may occur to me at times.

But at the end of the day, I am thankful.

Though I am a sinner and I commit mistakes,

And crimson of blame clothes me,

YAHWEH Picked me up...

Because of my calloused mind, I am unworthy.

But Christ saved me from eternal damnation.

I am a carnal being for I always sin.

But Christ purify me from all my iniquities.

Someday when I come Home, I'll be perfect.

Because I am redeemed by Christ,

His perfectness will envelop me.

His righteousness will clothe me for Eternity.

While I am here on earth,

I will always be dependent on Him.

To finish the race of what we call "Life"

For someday after all these things:

I will meet my Maker and Daddy,

HE will wipe away all the tears that I've shed.

Together, we will watch everything that I did.

He will hug me and utter this line:  

"Well done, My Good and faithful servant."