Sunday, June 5, 2011

Glimpse on a Young Minister’s Heart

Father I know that I am young. I still lack the experience to serve you fully and to be a knowledgeable person. Take my heart and be in control of it. Use me and fill my cup Oh God so that I may know your will and your plans for my life. I am young and fragile but in you I found my strength and my portion. You have entrusted your little children upon my weak shoulders. Help me to carry this load and to hone these kids. They say that I am young and I still need to strive hard to be a good example but in you I give everything. Teach me to love these kids with all my heart and let me be a good ambassador for you Oh Jesus.

Lord I accept that I am despised because I am your child. The world has persecuted you and they mock your miracles. They are angry and radical but still love overflows from you. Help me to share your word with a tear in my eye. Do not let self righteousness and hypocrisy to rein in my heart. Create in me a pure and contrite heart. It is only because of your grace that I am saved not by the works that I have done. Humble my heart Father, help me to be gentle in all my ways and help me to acknowledge your presence in all circumstances. Father, help me to understand that I do not belong with them for I belong to you. I know that my citizenship is in Heaven, help me to endure all the unpleasant things and all ridiculous words that the world will throw upon me. Cover me with your mighty hand and help me to finish the race. Lord you are my light and my salvation; I will fear no evil though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death. You are my refuge and my stronghold; I will wait for you Oh Father. Help me to be strong and to take heart. I will wait for you Oh Lord. Help me to be an example in speech, in faith, in love and in purity and in my life may your name be glorified.

Monday, May 30, 2011

A Letter for My First Love

What are you going to say if one day you are asked to write a letter especially dedicated for your First Love? This was the second piece that I have written last night during the practice.

Create in me a pure and contrite heart
Let my lips proclaim your love and goodness
Let my light shine so the world may see
How you have saved sinners like me

Who can say that I am clean?
That I have an unblemished heart
That I have never sinned and never
Give a tear in your precious eyes


No one is holy in your eyes!

For all humans fall short of your
Glory and all have broken your heart
Yet you have sent your son for us
To be saved and reunited with you

So I say this is the grandest kind of love
For you loved me wholly despite the fact
I have once left you and forsaken you
So I bow down my knee and repent

You say that I am fearfully and wonderfully made
You have known me even before I was created
In a far dark secret place in this meaningless world
I praise you for you knit me in my mother's womb

If only I could say all that my soul feels
For all the wondrous works that
You have done in my life and is
About to do with my occurence 

Words and adoration is not enough
To make you feel how grateful I am
From a worthless dust you formed me
And breathe life within for me to live

What a magnificent God I have!

He have qualified all that are unqualified
He have chosen those who are unworthy
So men may see how gracious his love is
For he has come not to condemn but to save

Abba Father, I love you so much!

I know that I can not reciprocate
The love you have given upon me
In this mere life that I have may
Your name be lifted up and shine.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

And You are there...

During the practice a while ago, I can't help but to write. It's been so long since the last time I wrote a piece. I was able to make two with God's help and sustenance. I'll post the other one tomorrow. :) With the pieces  I'll be able share with you how God moves in my life in these past few months. I thank my God for the people that He have used in my life. I am a sinner saved by God's grace. In my own eyes I see how God moves in the hearts of His people. My life belongs to him and in my life may his name be continuously glorified. Soli deo Gloria! 


When I was still lost and alone
And have a heart like a stone
Walking in paths of darkness
I look back and search for you

And You are there...

I was plunging in my earthly desires
Seeking the knowledge the earth gives
Satisfying the cravings of my flesh
I look back and search for you

And You are there...


I was broken and deeply hurt
I run from the light and hide
I indulge myself in desolation and pride
I look back and search for you

And You are there...

I throb at the top of my lungs
Chained in sins that look like fangs
I call until my voice fades
I look back and search for you

And You are there...

I run into your hands
Unclutching from your grasp
I cry and ask for forgiveness
I look back and search for you

And You are there...

What else can I say?
In every moment that I'm awake
In the midst of my existence
I look back and search for you

And You are there...

Abba, Thank you for your Agape Love
And for your precious hand,
You knit me in my mother's womb
And you have ordained

The days of my life in your book..
Thank you for you are my strong shield
And the rock of my salvation
Be the center of my life,

And let this meaningless life of mine
Glorify your name until the day
You let me go at my home came
To enjoy your presence and love